Through The Years

The Poetry of Norman S. Pollack

 

Copyright 2001
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Adorn This Wall

With the tips
of my toes pressed to the molding
And my forehead and nose scrunched to the paneling,
My eyes scan grainy wood and cross eyed,
I only see a blurry
nose.

Who knows
what has placed me vertically prone against this wall?
Not the events in time, but my human reaction to them.
It has thrust me into this horrid position
Where I can no longer view the whole
scene.

I've seen
the entire room before, from every angle postured
And no self inflicted, painful sorrow will keep me here for long,
Since life's too short and I shall not spend it
Flat against this sanded
board.

So bored, I can't even take a step backward, achieving perspective,
No clear vision, forward now as this room of doom
Cannot show me the way:
No glass, not even a window
pane.

My pain
at last can fade away
Beyond the imagined view of bright horizons.
Clearly I belong outside,
God, I hope there is
a door in this wall.

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Vegetarian Sonnet

Pour down on me all seasons from above
that they may yield the fruits of heaven's rain;
The flesh of those, what reasons for their pain?
O cleanse thyself, and till the soil with love.
Bring forth the food, an urge, we need to eat,
that we won't starve for lack of cow or swine;
That hunger, wanting, a strong urge to dine
on carrot, lettuce, bean and squash and beet;
But who'll tell, if I, fortooth, sneak out,
have a burger with the works upon it?
Would I be cursed, in truth, my sonnet,
Betraying all I've told iamb about?
The beat's now off, Oh God, I tried, but let
Me leave this poem with a rhyming cutlet..

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annie's bazooka

he left her
months ago
now,
lying on her back
alone in the park,
the place where they met,
that blade of grass wasn't here
those leaves are now brown
and, damn,
she discovers she has a wad of gum in her hair

"don't pull at it," she remembers.
there is a trick to this removal.
she'll calmly walk home, bazooka still dangling
cold ice will be applied
and then it will be easy
but
how does she wash that man right out of her hair?

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Bathtub Philosophy


As I sit in my bubble bath, I take

NEVER

and disdainfully and carelessly submerge it
'neath the foamy white.

It cannot breathe for long, and the escaping,
surfacing bubbles finally stop.
So time's negative, arrogant prophet is dead.

As I begin to wash, I grope with both my hands
in a half-desperate search to find

FOREVER.

It was here when I started my bath...elusive,
yet large enough to see.

Could it be, that in the frantic time it took to drown
what I feared the most,
that my positive aromatic promise had melted away?


Now I'm left to watch these moistened air-domes fizzle away.
It is only a matter of time before the water will evaporate
into space...

So I tip the metal key of endlessness with one
big toe and watch it all drain.....

Now alone in my own coffin's residue,
I dare not touch the
ring
my


MORTALITY

leaves

behind

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Crippled Sonnet


I see the pine trees and their majestic height
Never disturbed by the width of their branches
Undaunted and tipped, how summer enhances
The azure blue sky; it's hope and it's light.


Their reflections like statues, tall and straight
Sentinels along a man-made lake;
Witness to a crooked boy's fun; none of it fake
Imperfect and bent, two canes are his playmate.


Nature runs this strange workshop here
A craft that's unknown to a mortal like me
Glasses, a fishing pole, legs of steel
Hoping to catch one...the whole thing's not clear.


Fetal, I lie here, confused and annoyed
Not knowing how to react to a happy, crippled boy.

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Dizain: Be True

This above all, stray not as you age,
Is love a dream and have you conned her?
Write not wild sonnets on a page,
Rites rot and wilt when egos wander.
Men who pause, then pout and ponder,
Then do cause such heartfelt pain;
To womanize and faithless feign,
View common eyes that she'll see through.
He strayed, and left so deep a stain,
She stayed, to thine own self be true.

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I'm Abiding

On the star drenched ground with scents of fern,
Sky's blue rimmed portrait of drifting dreams;
To the shimmering veils of light I turn,
My shoal of stars and silver moon craft gleams.
Treading humbly, aging lives in wrinkled flight,
Amidst this cloistered calm, a yearning sea;
Volant years distill in the moonlight,
Would my desired fulfillment set us free.
In my open hearted garden 'ere long,
Fruits of love cause an aching, purple stain;
Upon my speckled world of silence wronged,
This craving felt, O tendrils of my brain.
Bring me some eternal beacon guiding,
In this dust of longing, I'm abiding.

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Inn Keeping

The lodge and the innkeeper are long gone,
The daisies bloom in vases so long past;
Our borrowed time has ticked by on and on,
And normally this kind of love won't last.
The maid, her broom, cannot sweep it away,
She'll refresh the flowers, from fields ago;
The bed's re-made, but a lovers' warmth stays,
My heart was a fire, not extinguished, I know.
If only we could rent that room again,
Revisit dreams and places naked shared;
In body, not just spirit, we could then,
Relive the love that soul inn once had bared.
In keeping with my heart, I swear 'tis true,
Can't keep in this desire I have for you.

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Lord of the Lies

Perched awkwardly up on my teacher's desktop,
As I swivel around like a pig on a stick;
Sharpened at both ends, stabbing at truths
In the ground, in my skull .. 'tis it all a trick?

Is a littlun' telling what's really not there?
A beastie of symbols, of colors and schemes;
Projecting through children some adult nonsense…
Hitler and Oedipus and other found themes.

Invented for students who just want a story?
Like ink on the pages, "Keep it black and white;"
Red hair and a pink scar, and, oh yes, the conch,
Should I let you just read and let novelists write?

But no tongue in cheek, I'm no Lord of the Lies,
Nor a simple Simon giving fruits forbidden;
Don't wait for the pilot, sail out on your own,
And you'll find what we authors have carefully hIDden.

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Merry Go Round

You can pay a fare you can afford,
Sometimes you're with a friend;
And before the man throws the switch,
You hope the ride won't end.

The music goes tra-la-la-la,
And the motion brings the breeze;
Like this rhyme, it's oh so steady,
And those horses don't have fleas.

It's a safe ride, never a problem,
Others say "ya-dee, yah-dee, yah;
As you grow the music changes,
Far away from the tra-la-la.

You are like a music box dancer,
In one place going 'round and 'round;
Step off with confident steps now,
Take a chance at new rides and sounds.

You go nowhere riding in circles,
A new song you now must sing;
Lean out, it may feel off balanced,
It's only brass, so go for the ring.

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Click Here to sing along to the Music Box Dancer

Music Box Dancer


You walk in the room and you're wearing a frown,
You reach for the shelf and cradle it down
The Music Box Dancer, what does it prove?
Only that you need to see a statue that moves.
A tutu of satin, bordered with lace,
Slender lines, agile legs, a wonderland face.
Her beauty is balanced, an immovable pose,
Eternally destined to remain on her toes.

Music Box Dancer, she is only a toy,
Project upon her your dreams of wanting life's joy;
She's perched on her stand, and never will part,
A final gaze upon her, now the music will start.

You wind the doll up, it's nostalgic because
You've been here before, so give one final pause
To dream of the future, to reflect on the past,
Music Box Dancer start your whirling at last.
The room fills with music, such a cute song,
Watching her go 'round and 'round, she's where she belongs;
Bring joy to the watchers, spreading a glow,
Whenever wound up, she'll put on a good show.

Music Box Dancer, do you think or believe
She could step off her box if she wanted to leave?
So easy it is, twirl around with such grace,
Staying in her circle, she remains in one place.

Such a brief moment, a small time to spend,
The dancing will slow soon, the music will end;
In real life we're plastic, nature's unfair,
How can we breathe life, how can we share
The knowledge and insights hidden in tombs,
We're all Music Box Dancers all alone in our rooms;
We sit on our shelves where objects reside,
We don't allow the music to get right inside.

Music Box Dancer's now completely alone,
No winder or no listener, because nobody's home;
How long before someone will re-wind the spring?
The room will now be witness; and silence can't sing.


Song by Frank Mills: Music Box Dancer

Lyric by Norman Pollack, 03-17-81

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Dizain: On reading "In memory of W.B. Yeats" by A.H. Auden

Why stand hues, awed in memory shades of voices past?
Should death of pastel poets keep them from their poems ?
Not ashes, but their verses have been gently cast
to small cafes, to classrooms, and to brownstone homes.
Silence invades the suburbs, the reader mournful roams
the streets of raw towns isolating the busy grief.
A few thousand will think their days here were brief,
Yes, their bodies revolted, poets dying bring sorrow;
Wystan, William and I share that eternal belief:
Their works are the import of their noise tomorrow

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Punctuating Someone's Life


Our lives are not composed (in parentheses)
There is something before and something after
But we did not ask that any of it be written

We are authored ... born without asking to be
We are given a life sentence whether we like it or not
And we try our best with our own free will to complete the thought
Knowing that life also brings a death sentence

How should we punctuate someone's life now that they're gone ...


An exclamation point seems perfect!

in appearance and function
the separation of the part from the whole
in autumn the falling of a leaf from its branch
an abrupt end
finality

an exclamation point will not work


A question mark might work ... but will it?

again separation ... one from the other
again abruptness
finality
but with a lingering plea for answers
and unable to hear the response

a question mark will not work


A period would seem most appropriate.

a standard simple ending
completing the structure
a simple dot
cloture
but there without any more words

a period will not work


Only one punctuation mark belongs at the end

We will choose a semi-colon;

yes a separation in the mortal sense
but the dot above the comma
leaving us the thoughts and deeds the kindness
and all of the goodness of the person's life
still being written
as we continue to compose
the rest of her unwritten sentences

and we will end them all with a semicolon
to punctuate our belief that they will live forever;

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sentenced fragments

traveling today
to board
carrying so much baggage
so heavy and difficult
to lift
on to the conveyor belt
nearing the portal
beneath the archway
then pass
to the other side
ding-ding-ding

rejected - sent back.


everything out of pockets
that might
be objectionable
into the little basket
for pass through
ready again
beneath the archway
then pass
to the other side
ding-ding-ding

rejected again - sent back.


belt off,
hold up pants
remove watch,
time wasting
anger those behind
ready again
beneath the archway
then pass
to the other side
ding-ding-ding

rejected again.


scanned, spread eagled
up an down,
side to side
hey, inside,
those pieces shrapnel
left over from vietnam
ding-ding-ding

but passed through to the other side

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Sold Out


About to take a trip,
back to her high school reunion.
my love, and my wife,
desperately fingers through her
hand-crafted jewelry box;
a question, and duress,
what will go with that dress?
Then the thought occurs to her:
"I wish i had that stone-beaded necklace right now."


Another trip,
I go to the pantry for a snack;
the love of my life has shopped well
and the cupboard is not bare,
and the choices are plenty,
those walnuts for baking
are mine for the taking.
Then the thought occurs to me:
"I wish I had that antique walnut cracker right now."


A weekend trip

we're off to the Florida Keys;
my love and I
take a dream-walk in the Atlantic,
a quarter of a mile out in green aqua water;
wet only to the waist
all other cares erased.
Then the thought occurs to both of us:
"we wish we had that that rubber boat for two right now."


By these, and others, we've been burned.
I think a valuable lesson's been learned.
Next time, those profits will be spurned,

We will have no more garage sales

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Sudden Endings


Aware that the pages number more than a thousand,
We read, unworried, not anticipating the end.
The stream of consciousness journey
Simply carries us to tributaries
Even Daedalus never traveled.
But if on page 474, Joyce and Ulysses stopped


Hearing the second of tradition's four movements
We listen, unworried, not anticipating the end.
Larghetto, surely only the second,
Schumann is only in the spring of his symphony,
Where more seasons will yet be heard.
But what if at second movement's end, Ormandy and the orchestra stopped


Like life at middle age, inside this poem,
We read, unworried, not anticipating the end.
More stanzas are visible beyond this point,
They're yet unread; there's time enough to enjoy more words,
Since our lives don't end midstream, mid-poem,
But what if, by fate's trickery, right here, I, and my poem stopped


Neerket lomil jen culn foir sivn cale en sluinj
Werf oilfer selt pern altine loorkeen teolkinsire.
Thren bur fet kest wern jerquole,
Alzen orton pir ekilojkil eki ghensten.
Loffo ter zeck tfible loj courpirted sen riftime,
Fi ghur psering egan ull, drimt mevot.


Ekfil tmidal geap fuir empo strynst ling hoilfern,
Snoease yulnef murndy's tetling visper.
Scroalplens nelstids crezwaned izursome desploke
Cwarl dees ortems, kreslik nezo inder kivcik,
Serjun, koob-ufel yonpym ponirkum yirn graz,
Oinzim mup gnig ploorzine, munyiped namron.

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Munich Tee Shirt

i saw a
gentile boy
with a Munich
tee shirt on.
i asked him what's
with Munich, he said
i don't know,
some athletes got killed?
i saw
a Jewish boy with
the Munich
tee shirt on,
and ask him
the same
he said
it was the
olympics , Jews died.

the games went on.

 

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My Teenage Stepdaughter

In the excitement of one night
My Mets could not find a victory
So I gave up the game
And turned the T.V. off.
Alone in the dark without a win
Is an empty ball park at any age.

Many middle aged men have memories
About their little ones on their laps,
Imparting advice into tiny minds,
Ofttimes with callous words
But, you met me full grown (well, almost)

I was there to smile with pride
At your latest steps, words and poems
You might still be teaching me, sport,
Who knows?
But to me, you never were this Daddy's little girl,
And only sentimental moments have created visions
Carrying me back to your mother's ponytail, bobbing
Seeing you in her image

But we're tightly held together, you and I.
In the worst of times, and best of times,
Carried by a glimpse of time and space,
Caught up in our prides blinding our growth, together

You'll never be my little girl, Leslie
But I've cried with the same joy and pain,
Because you are my daughter.

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Death Car Mourning


From mourning, unanswered ashes
Dusted by a filament of nostalgia
A newborn nation, lungs brought to life by
Crusted, guilt-laden governments of modernity
Emerged from its own black hole in history
Prey to the arrows of blinded retrogrades
Who, expressionless as the former yellow-star murderers
Gray and already entombed in pyramids of vengeance
Slipped their unholy war into an innocently parked car.

Shadows of stone, a sarcaphogas floats
Porous, unceremoniously, the unsepulchered ark that it is
No way to drown out the sounds of the
Chorus of intractable newsprint spewed forth
Blotted only by the gauze from a splintered child
Who, swaddled only in stillborn hope, and
Never suckled at the wall, will never ask the four questions,
But we have one: "Must we always place these stones
Forever and ever, on graves conceived in hatred?"

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footprints


as the pastoral moon sang its tearful aria
in the key of want
some star-crossed dream was born
daring the morning dew of conscience to intercede.

from different times and directions,
he and she came running, daringly, along the shoreline
from distant, different sand castles,
on a collision course predestined by the unknown,
arriving toe-to-toe
with night birds crying, twenty fingers groping,
longing for the grip that would hold four hands together.
and while the rest of their worlds slept, they kissed
and re-lit a fire of confusion on that spot
within their souls.

aflame with questions, they embraced,
transfixed, unmoving, until the sun appeared

then, gazing down at what had brought them
to their private place, here and now,
looking beyond this spot over each other's shoulder,
they cried in rhythm as they simultaneously wished
they could see no footprints in the sand.

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Political Party


On the other side of a whispering morning
In a subliminal hangover,
My childhood serves up a memory, unasked,
From the rides at Asbury Park
To the utilities and railroads which were
All I could ever buy.
And I lied about liking being short, too.

Elections and awards, they all drip from the window sill,
Glistening fragments like an autograph of pain:
"Best of luck at Indiana University."
Here's to the English teacher and his rye toast,
I didn't lie about liking kids.

Amalgamated, consolidated philosophies
From the page to the soul, like politics
They ooze through the cracks in the earth.
A distorted legacy out of focus,
This ballet of honesty,
Twirls on the rim of a champagne glass
Left from the party.
And they never tell lies, right?

Old age will still come knocking,
Faint music on my door harp
As one door closes and another opens.
Another evening with the gang,
Uninspired time caught in my stream of unconsciousness,
And who's gonna clean up the mess they all left
Lying around here last night

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Progeny


lovers on the barren slick of nowhere
not needing the nestling and not
proclaiming squatter's rights in some barren place
at the center of the meaning of alone,

crouched together for their own genesis of being,
variables unknown, companionship's passage
forming a corridor for entry, a conduit for spawning fulfillment,
huddling in the security of a still-life union.

a brood could be spawned, a sense of togetherness realized,
the heart(s), the soul(s), the womb( ) of beginning,
giving birth to the hope of a litter
destiny wished on them.

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Those Sonnets!

Oh, what hath made this bard among the rest?
Forsooth, what perfect poems! Away my pen!
Get me to the back seat, there at the end
And shed my tears alas, he is the best!

'Tis not for us to wander in the master's den...
But to marvel at words he doth well frame;
No way we poets 'ere could write the same
Great lines so perfectly, that golden pen.

Reader, I cannot write more, this charade,
Make no mistake, l n'ere would have the ink
That has this genius' words to paper link,
I so admit, no such poems have I made.

Alas, I quit, no more I'll look upon it,
Will, how did'th thee ever write those sonnets?

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unhappy birthday


in the photograph of evening
as i was gathering more queues instead of dispelling them,
on a beach,
meekly daring all the insects of summer
to join in the flogging
i watched as an incurable rash spread over my thoughts.

an allergic reaction to my life
no new philosophies at my feet
i, borne of gravel,
un-grew here, decomposing, until only this granule remains.

dark, underexposed,
an old photo,
an artifact left from the fossil of youth
i mark my birthday anyway,
a private celebration of despair

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Anticipation

Toe the sand, let it sift through the valleys,
Return again on a beach of tomorrows;
Grains tickle and hang there .. they won't leave the skin
'Til brushed away, they're romance borrowed.

At the foot of wanting an extremity waiting,
An unlikely source for a promise suspended;
One step, then a dash, touched by love's fingers,
Barefoot and lonely, as if yesterday ended.

Ankle deep in those that are joyous,
Connected, divided, by the beach clothes worn;
Chills from a hand, not the waves of a moment,
Seem to 'waken the body, and a spirit reborn.

Toe- finger...foot-hand...ankle and wrist,
Imagining how the rest will be kissed.

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one last song

in a hospice room,
two artificial flower arrangements are on the sill.
evening's sunlight pours through the window,
a spotlight on the granddaughter chorus
as they sing where or when
to a beautiful lady.

it is here and now
that the generational songs of love and caring
cascade across the bed
where time has stopped.

one of the choir is kneeling,
gently caressing her hand
while the other stands,
softly stroking her cheek

as their mother,
her daughter,
at the foot of the bed,
smiles through the tears,
knowing that death cannot silence
the music of life

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fading leaves

like the valley
protected from the wind,
no dust dancing,

tearfully focused on memories,
light as a feather, dreams in the head,
divulging all, none,

opening her eyes on the other side
where mournful light is reflected, deflected
on the oak book cases behind the rocker,

it appears

not in a mist like a shroud,
but crystalline,
as if truth had perched on the sill.

terns on the beach
boughs against the sky
moon on the horizon

mesmerized
by the smell of firewood
the bare feet on the wooden floor
the aroma of trailing, flowering plants
the dulcet tones of Pachabel's Canon
the flickering candle

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inside out

a cloud moves across the musing
as weathered tears moisten
the branching wrinkles

within or without,
time cannot whitewash reality:

does the heart or hand draw those lines?
should o'henry paint his last leaf here?

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Love Colored Space

All we know, this, or any other time
Is that love-colored space
Will always take the place of gathering emptiness.
Abstract, uneventful paintings
Are miraged onto unsigned canvases
That we hang in our imaginary galleries which are
Right beside the Museum of Modern Lonely.

"As the World Turns" needs us inside
Not just as unfulfilled reflections
Or as looking-glass deflections of pity
Stay-puts for the teenage coroner,
We're featureless life forms in heat,
Synthetic dreamers in hollow sleep
Awaiting a charmer's kiss for better, worst

Downstream from where the pollywogs mourn
There is a new personality for spring
Wherein the fire birds brilliantly sing
Into the wind's indifferent storm
Resourceful songs, not construed and real
Serenely pulling, an undertow of hope,
Into the tributaries where we can finally be ourselves.

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returning


i return to you, not just to touch, but to be in touch
to re-touch those moments only you and i know we had
not so far from mandalay, near a monastery of commitment,
on a bridge over un-troubled water, on the sands of time made for us.

not running from, nor desperately towards,
not temporary, not permanent,
just a sincere, deep longing to feel at peace with you,
discarding time into a vacuum so we,
at least once in a while,
can belong to each other.

this is our link to what never could be, and to all we really are:
an instant in time that has us as one, creating a time we can cherish
and seal in our hearts so that when we need the warmth
of what we mean to each other,
we'll only need to remember this time,
and the glow will be forever
returning.

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out of seasons

explorer, seer, perceiver, friend
from whose eyes, and to what end?
knowledge is anguish, love is pain,
i can't always make sunshine out of the rain.

frustration is knowing the future is now,
so damn-fire sure I do know how
to create what's beyond, there but asleep,
youth, expectations, all of them keep

the hope of a moment in a bottle of time,
all out of seasons .. poems out of rhyme;
caught in a mind-scope, an unwrittem plot,
some mirrored phantasma, ignited or not

i cry for the image, the gift is inside,
not body, an experience, wider than wide;
the top of a crest, it hangs for a while,
until swimming toward it, there's only denial.

the tune's always playing, glassy eyes listen,
i'll never know who will read or will listen;
my mind is an undertow, time's even shorter,
and messiahs with magic cannot dance on water.

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Snack in Time


It's dark and cold inside this place, many thoughts are in my brain;
The solitude surrounding me has me ponder, "What remains?"

Am I leftovers from a meal, preserved for a snack in time;
This carcass once had life blood, And it's only proof that I'm

Still here, at least in body, a mere part of what was whole;
Amidst refrigerated neighbors, now part of a common soul.

The visit, just like life, is brief, we should savor every morsel;
As if life itself is sustenance for very living mortal.

For eaten or not, we'll all return to where all life is found;
Consumed or not in this life, we all will nourish the ground.

The door is closed now once again, I hope all is not for naught;
I want to have meaning in this life, so at least I'll be food for thought.

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Note: to be read with an Italian accent!

 

Vanilla Viannelle

 

Little can I offer, in a villanella
and what more could I do. It's just a poem.
This bard is not a real happy fella.

I'll write it, I dare, a poem vanilla
to show that I, could maybe be at home.
Little can I offer in a villanella.

They won't say, " lovely, schoene, bello, bella,"
in every land wherever I may roam.
This bard is not a real happy fella.

I'm struggling now as if you couldn't tell a
poet, though all my poems could fill a tome,
Little can I offer in a villanella.

At least I've tried, so few rhyme with "ella",
and this line's even messier, a comb?
This bard is not a real happy fella.

Normally, poets mold like moistened loam,
No more a poet, now they'll call me "gnome",
Little can I offer, in a villanella.
This bard's is not a real happy fella.

 

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Two Voices Converged

 

Two voices converged, a cappella, stood
On the precipice singing a song;
and as one voice, we knew we would
reach higher than we thought we could,
back when our tunes were not as strong.

We'll write each other's lyrics in;
we knew not all our words back then,
because our rhymes had never been
that close. Who knew where to begin?
But we took up that pen again.

And each day as these tunes are shared
not leaving notes on clef alone
every beat will have been paired
in cadence with a meter shared,
a wondrous rhythm, a special tone.

I tell this with a sigh, you see,
our songs are here for ages hence.
two voices converged, a cappella, and we
stand on the precipice, in harmony,
and you have made all the difference.

 

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Repentance


A stray waif catapults himself
Onto the beach of vanishing repentance,
And we wonder why a youthful whale
Would seek the barren, infertile sand.

At that same moment
In the dust of Sinai
Long after the Omer had been counted,
A forgotten serpent curled inward
As if suffering from cramps
Brought on by Creation

Fast days will have us belch forth Jonah
And the break fast will have us pass the stones
Not left for Danny Fisher.

But the innocent will have to pay indemnities
For all the unleavened sinful, not repenting souls
Who should have been consumed in the desert
Even though they were David's offspring.

 

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Raven Poe try

 

Needing you to the fullest measure,
Wanting you for all that pleasure,
Loving you, oh, what a treasure,
I really couldn't ask for more;
More than lovers, we are friends,
More than beginners, we've no ends,
More than receivers, we always send
Greater feelings than we shared before.

If tragic moments cause us tension,
And the pain's too great to even mention,
Give our love even more attention
Than we ever did before;
My heart is pained, my soul is smarting,
I cry inside from thoughts of parting,
Instead I always should be starting
To find new ways to love you more.

I cannot stop my jealous feelings,
I've no hidden cards, no shady dealings,
I'm into oils and mirrored ceilings,
On the couch and on the floor;
I'll love you, be it here or there,
Your body and your soul I'll share,
I hope by now you are aware
I plan to love you evermore.

Never again should you doubt my goal,
I'll never again wish to play some role,
I now desire to show my soul,
Like I never did before;
I cannot always tell you why,
You'll learn to trust me, by and by,
I will not leave you 'til I die,
Say you'll leave me, nevermore.

 

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my music, your music

 

an empty page of music, a never-written song
a poem i should have started, a lyric never said
i wonder 'bout the dissonance of years gone by
i ponder if the two of us ever will know why
our thoughts were not in rhythm, our minds could never wed
the chords were so discordant, the notes just came out wrong

  my music, your music
     notations in the key of difference ... not indifference
  your music, my music
     taking note of tones of distance ... a song that makes us one.


unspoken words of caring, softly written metaphors
hidden meanings everywhere, esoteric complex rhymes
i wonder if i spoke to her in simple words
impromptu, no symbols, no re-writes afterward
this song can't capture yesterday, but maybe it's the time
for my poems to tell you something, then the chorus would mean more


  my music, your music
     notations in the key of difference ... not indifference
  your music, my music
     taking note of tones of distance ... a song that makes us one.

 

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mural of clay


a mural of clay,
         molded with the oblivion of poetic trinkets
         in the twilight beneath the ever-flickering serpent's tongue
         hangs itself in the hall of hedonistic daydreams
         beyond the cliffs of a young girl's loam.

a malic after taste,
         not from a seraph's fountain,
         but a reptilian's subtle unsheathing,
         decaying, dried, wrinkled skin of morality,
         beyond the garden where vicious minds create nightmares.

a moral from the knowledge of the tree,
         (not be confused with the abandoned family tree),
         there are no olive branches when lies are so deep-rooted,
         no watering of love can save infested plants from
         beyond the deceitful forest they choose to die in.

a manic, artificial flower in an artificial garden
         infected by the silent, ululating vipers,
         those crawlers in the night,
         constrictors 'round the neck of caring
         beyond the birth of sin is the death of truth.

                  a life of lies taught in the garden,
                  she lives only on a mural of clay.

 

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meant to be


walk into an edifice designed for cure,
                    and let the masters of the scalpel
                    bring you sight, and return you
                    to your loved ones ten days later....

                              but it wasn't meant to be.


so many more days to live,
                    and people to see; all the events
                    of joy and promise that were
                    yet to be yours......

                              but it wasn't meant to be.


all of the inspired dreams you had for us,
                    and the love and the care
                    you were going to bestow on us
                    as often as you had before.....

                              but it wasn't meant to be.


you could have died at eighteen,
                    and all three of us would
                    have no memories, have no offspring,
                    have no mind to ponder over

what was or wasn't
                              meant to be.

 

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impromptu to the keys

 

the pleasure of the sea past midday
        the liquid luxury it brought
        wrapped itself about our ankles
        seated in beach chairs at low tide
        while ghostly crabs brought me out from despondency's shell.

a whim, like elusive butterflies
        from the maternal thoughts of reckless abandon,
        postponed the nature walk; we hit the pavement
        whistling toward the southernmost point
        to catch a glimpse of sunset off the water.

the keys to success, one after the other
        the poetics of "duck" and "ramrod"
        flying over the seven mile bridge
        and to the isle of the conch
        and roads for tour trains.

on track; such a celebration of a day,
        an evening filled with the warmth of whirlpools,
        the sounds of street life under luminous stars,
        elegant dining outdoors
        in the city of bones, delighted by the moments,
                          and in each other.

                a glittering memory-ride to cherish always ....
                the joy of impromptu to the keys
                with those we love.


Norman S. Pollack, 1995

 

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A Holy Place for Icons

It makes my temples throb from time to time
that mortal heroes have to them ascribed
such kudos that the gods ere in their prime
would dare to call them prophets or describe
on Scopus parchments all the modern phrases
they receive. The discus thrower's steady.
Flexing now his sinews for their gazes,
He strikes the pose, showing them he's ready.

Eyes fixed with adoration, while we wait,
the walls resound with silence. Muted souls,
we witness all the feats that men must rate.
Poised before the victory, playing roles.
Breathless, spin the story, wave our towels,
Feet on clay... a faltered step...he fouls.

 

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Ceinture


It wouldn't go away.
Wallace Stevens put it there
A few lines ahead of "baboons and periwinkles."


Reveries,
Mockeries of my unignited poetics,
It now elusively murmurs to me
From under a lid,
Dancing onto the golden side of my mind.
Rekindled flames of green, yellow and blue,
All come rising from the roof of
A haunted house of verse.


I must hold on to the ends of the cloth
Aspiring to pull myself up,
Reaching for it,
Experiencing, once again,

"Disillusionment at Ten O'Clock"

 

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Triptych: From the Mountains

 

(1) From the mountains to a hurricane

From the Pacific mountains
they set them down,
those lofty pines.
With deliberate chainsaws,
they shattered the silent nights
while ears could still hear
the buildings rising.

The armies marched apace.
While broken splintered pillars
were loaded like slain ghetto victims,
on to cross country wheels.
They were less majestic,
lying prone,
not moved by winds
off distant shores.

The flatbed hearses
all in a row,
conveyed their cargo ====
a caravan of progress
down the highway.

All milling about,
some stood for hours
in line at the depot
waiting for Andrew to arrive.


(2) From the mountains ? to a cemetery

From the Tatra mountains of Poland,
the wind saw them cut down.
Those lofty pines were
Once supple, and strong.
Now like shattered glass,
the silent nights
can only hear the saplings' sighs.

The armies marched apace
while splintered branches,
and brittle, mangled twigs,
were piled onto pushcarts.

The cargo loaded,
=== lying prone ===
unmoved by prayers;
they never heard from
those who were not there.

Boxcar hearses
on cross country wheels,
those caravans of progress
hauled half?dead timber
down groaning tracks.

In the shadow of Gerlach, *
those once majestic pines,
are now a graveyard's raw material.
Milling about,
they stand for hours
in line for selection,
soon to be sawdust.

* the name of the highest peak of the
Tatra Mountains


(3) From the mountains ? to a mountain

From the oldest mountains,
he was told to cut down
those ancient trees
made strong by prescribed flames.
Lightening shattered
the silent nights,
and the water drowned
the saplings' sighs.

They had marched apace,
two by two,
to save the world from itself,
loaded like victims,
the would?be the survivors.

The cargo secured,
they were unable to move
until the storm began;
There was a clap of thunder,
then came the fear of dying
for those who were part
of an unnatural selection,
a floating caravan of One.

Time's shadow passed over
the devastation, until finally,
two left the graveyard.
One returned with the branch
of hope.

Atop a Turkish mountain,
millennia away
from the peaceful mountains,
from the Tatra mountains,
and further still
from the forest's necessary surface fires,
some began to plant
the seeds again

 

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reminders


on the crest of together
     we splashed upon yesterday's coast,
     disturbing destiny's beachcomber,
          as broken shells, sprinkled and sprayed,
     appeared transmuted,

                                   
lifeless reminders

oh, sand of never,
     you'll never be mother earth to us,
     porous, sterile grains of time,
          as salty, lachrymal drops, imbibed emotionally
     are shed on the shores,

                                   tearful reminders

all of nature has abandoned our souls,
     hollowed our hearts and minds,
     distorted the horizon of our tomorrows;
          as the undertow of our consciousness,
     has us submerged in the depths of sorrow

                                   from all the constant reminders

     that she is gone

 

 

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Time For Us

 

Timeliness,

 

 

we grasped the hands of fate
and entwined our fingers despite the numbers
and faced the hours, hoping no more minutes
would ever again slip through a second time.

Timeless,

 

 

we engaged the future, embraced destiny
attempting to unveil the past, ring the future,
capturing eternity, not for the moment,
but until death tries to part us, the second time.

Time,

 

 

we are not its enemy, though it has been our's
seconds, they fly and we just are;
but now the chimes are for us, time is not hours

it is the closest friend we'll share, this final time.

   

Note: Recently won Mini-Poem Award at Poem Kingdom - May, 2001

 

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Adorn This Wall

Crippled Sonnet

Anticipation

Music Box Dancer

annie's bazooka
Dizain: Be True
footprints
Punctuating Someone's Life
Bathtub Philosophy
Dizain On Reading "In Memory of W. B. Yeats" by A. H. Auden
Love Colored Space
Sudden Endings
Death Car Mourning
I'm Abiding
My Teenage Stepdaughter
unhappy birthday
fading leaves
Inn Keeping
one last song
impromptu to the keys

inside out

Those Sonnets!
returning
Triptych: From the Mountains
Lord of the Lies
Vegetarian Sonnet
meant to be
Merry Go Round
A Holy Place for Icons
my music, your music
Munich Tee Shirt
Vanilla Viannelle
Raven Poe try
out of seasons
Time For Us

Political Party

Two Voices Converged
Progeny
sentenced fragments
Snack in Time
Sold Out
Ceinture
mural of clay
reminders
Repentance
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